Mini retreat

3 days 2 nights mini retreat is not enough when it's coming to an end. 3 days, 3 states but this time don't have 3 mode of transportation. However, still not too bad as I get to settle some of my cravings which is like almost a year of abstaining. Yet some are still not fulfilled. Just need to wait for the long break. 

One thing that I can get myself away is from the sea of people - something that I will not get myself used to. They just make me wanna hide somewhere. Crowded area is just be best to avoid at any cost even if it means that I have to stay at home. This is the one time where I could comply. 

Mini retreat is over, back to reality, back to unfinished battle, back to the poor me. 

Back to the rat race of the world.